Thursday, December 31, 2015
Succumb to Burton
The whole world has taken the shortcut.
No offense to the guy. It just happened, I know.. People also went crazy..
(See next post for further explanation.)
No offense to the guy. It just happened, I know.. People also went crazy..
(See next post for further explanation.)
Generation Gaps
Isn't it funny how they have older younger people like they need to identify so much with all people who are like 30/35+ years older than them.. yet "kids" today as a general population don't *need* to deal with the people of the previous generation I'm explaining?
Blog Update
Age|DOB: 29|05-20-1986
Race: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Location: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yorker
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 145 pounds
Hair: Brunette, Straight/Wavy/Curly
Eyes: Brown/Green, Crystally
Nose: Mostly Upturned, With a Bump
Skin: White/Tanned/Pink
Race: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Location: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yorker
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 145 pounds
Hair: Brunette, Straight/Wavy/Curly
Eyes: Brown/Green, Crystally
Nose: Mostly Upturned, With a Bump
Skin: White/Tanned/Pink
Wednesday, December 30, 2015
Church (cont.)
It was like an experiment to see how holy I could be staying at home.
I didn't go to any doctor, dentist, etc. I told my mom to cancel anything that requires me leaving the house and so much my room. This was okay until I had to see a psychiatrist and my dad brought me to the movies with him.
I didn't go to any doctor, dentist, etc. I told my mom to cancel anything that requires me leaving the house and so much my room. This was okay until I had to see a psychiatrist and my dad brought me to the movies with him.
Church
Just because I found a cool preacher and am a holy person, people are finding an excuse to tell me not to engage as readily and wholeheartedly in the church and coolness of the priest for some reason. They also found it sin for me to sing in choir cuz they don't sing in choir. No one else in the world has these rules.
I always went to church. I even went in college.
I started having to stay home all the time in 2007. We probably stopped going to church on Sundays sometime in 2006 or 2007 cuza my mom's job. We could have gone at a different time. A lotta masses tho are only traditional in music on Sunday mornings, tho.
I want to know why people are so crazy and agitated, in general.
So, I was sick in 2007. I had to quit ballet, too. I'm not a dancer, now, and possess less of a yearning for it.
I was big in church music all growing up and in choir.
I was sick like 2007 and stayed in my room not seeing anyone pretty much mostly until 2010 when I was placed in a mental hospital. The racism had gotten to me online, but my mom was bothering me tho acted like she wasn't. My mom called my dad and she called 911.. I was mad and threw some things, but my mom still kept trying to make me feel bad.
So, at some point in 2009 or 2010, I had to leave the house sometime, I think for movies, because I was so mad at the racism I threw my pretty much broken anyway laptop against the wall several times. I was stupid. I hope this doesn't haunt me, again.. I know I saw movies once or twice a week by 2011.
I was foreign to the bus system and neglected it for some reason. I started watching Ellen DeGeneres easrly-mid 2012. I have never seen the show on TV, just ran into her on YouTube and later Twitter. I was just Tweeting her at 1st and then watched the show every day. At 1st, I didn't wanna leave my room so much.
I really wanted to get outta my unemployed situation and become an actress. I found a theater teacher I liked and took class but was kicked out.
I didn't go to church cuz I didn't want my dad to drive me. A hassle for him, I felt. He did drive me to ballet every day 4 days a week in 2007-2008.
I got in big trouble for cursing about illegal, hurting noises in my room supposedly by Ellen DeGeneres. I still am tho I don't and it was supposed to be about the noises....
So, now, I started to get in shape with some things I bought from TV and later found adult gymnastics was available. Being more sane from the appropriate exercise, I was able to muster the desire and daring to go to church. I figured as a religious person being as I was in choirs before and respected as an accompanist sometimes that I'd feel at home and welcomed back. I had not run away.
However, now, I am being beat for this fact, that I didn't go to church for it seems nearly 10 years. Yes, I've been a few times spread out. Haven't gone back to ballet since like starting to watch Ellen.
My life is tortured and weird and I'm being experimented on or spied on and talked to in private.
I always went to church. I even went in college.
I started having to stay home all the time in 2007. We probably stopped going to church on Sundays sometime in 2006 or 2007 cuza my mom's job. We could have gone at a different time. A lotta masses tho are only traditional in music on Sunday mornings, tho.
I want to know why people are so crazy and agitated, in general.
So, I was sick in 2007. I had to quit ballet, too. I'm not a dancer, now, and possess less of a yearning for it.
I was big in church music all growing up and in choir.
I was sick like 2007 and stayed in my room not seeing anyone pretty much mostly until 2010 when I was placed in a mental hospital. The racism had gotten to me online, but my mom was bothering me tho acted like she wasn't. My mom called my dad and she called 911.. I was mad and threw some things, but my mom still kept trying to make me feel bad.
So, at some point in 2009 or 2010, I had to leave the house sometime, I think for movies, because I was so mad at the racism I threw my pretty much broken anyway laptop against the wall several times. I was stupid. I hope this doesn't haunt me, again.. I know I saw movies once or twice a week by 2011.
I was foreign to the bus system and neglected it for some reason. I started watching Ellen DeGeneres easrly-mid 2012. I have never seen the show on TV, just ran into her on YouTube and later Twitter. I was just Tweeting her at 1st and then watched the show every day. At 1st, I didn't wanna leave my room so much.
I really wanted to get outta my unemployed situation and become an actress. I found a theater teacher I liked and took class but was kicked out.
I didn't go to church cuz I didn't want my dad to drive me. A hassle for him, I felt. He did drive me to ballet every day 4 days a week in 2007-2008.
I got in big trouble for cursing about illegal, hurting noises in my room supposedly by Ellen DeGeneres. I still am tho I don't and it was supposed to be about the noises....
So, now, I started to get in shape with some things I bought from TV and later found adult gymnastics was available. Being more sane from the appropriate exercise, I was able to muster the desire and daring to go to church. I figured as a religious person being as I was in choirs before and respected as an accompanist sometimes that I'd feel at home and welcomed back. I had not run away.
However, now, I am being beat for this fact, that I didn't go to church for it seems nearly 10 years. Yes, I've been a few times spread out. Haven't gone back to ballet since like starting to watch Ellen.
My life is tortured and weird and I'm being experimented on or spied on and talked to in private.
My Future Options for a Career/Job
I'm too old to have fun with people my age in college.
I don't want to bus to school now. I'm on psychotic pills that make me tired.
I don't want to take only General Studies.
I don't want to study at home.
I don't want to bus to school now. I'm on psychotic pills that make me tired.
I don't want to take only General Studies.
I don't want to study at home.
Blog Update
Age|DOB: 29|05-20-1986
Race: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Location: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yorker
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 145 pounds
Race: ½ Chinese-Indonesian Anglo/Irish French Dutch German (?)
Location: SE + NE FL, New Orleans, Orlando
Heritage: Pennsylvanian, New Yorker
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 145 pounds
Tuesday, December 29, 2015
Dance
The supplies are about $200 total. Might have to wait to start class in March if I do.
link
I was thinking dance would be a good outlet for being peppy rather than negatively arousing.
For now, I may stick with 1 gymnastics class a week and have to finish off paying the month. I like getting dresses for church, too. Sad to see one more excuse not to take dance class. The classes are $275/month. That would leave me with $175/month otherwise.
It would make me more well-rounded to take at least some dance. Ballet is only once a week.
I am trying to fast to get thin, so dance would make me hungry and I may then beef up.
link
I was thinking dance would be a good outlet for being peppy rather than negatively arousing.
For now, I may stick with 1 gymnastics class a week and have to finish off paying the month. I like getting dresses for church, too. Sad to see one more excuse not to take dance class. The classes are $275/month. That would leave me with $175/month otherwise.
It would make me more well-rounded to take at least some dance. Ballet is only once a week.
I am trying to fast to get thin, so dance would make me hungry and I may then beef up.
Monday, December 28, 2015
What I Should Have Done When the Experiment With Me Began
I should not have gone to school, not gone to Key West. It was a faint idea and a suggestion.
I could live at home and learn music on my own and post here. I could exercise and have a nice life.
I could live at home and learn music on my own and post here. I could exercise and have a nice life.
Dance Schedule
I may start in February. I have to put my room together with new furniture and finish off a month at a gymnastics school.
MONDAY
Hip Hop 1/2 - 6:30-7:30- 1 hr
TUESDAY
Tap 1 - 5:30-6:15 - 45 min
WEDNESDAY
Acro 1 - 6-6:45 - 45 min
Jazz 1 - 7-8 - 1 hr
THURSDAY
Ballet 1 - 6-7 - 1 hr
Acro 1 - 7-7:45 - 45 min
SATURDAY
Worship Technique 1 - 10:30-11:15 - 45 min
Leaps & Turns - 11:15-12 - 45 min
Stretch & Conditioning - 12-12:45 - 45 min
$275
MONDAY
Hip Hop 1/2 - 6:30-7:30- 1 hr
TUESDAY
Tap 1 - 5:30-6:15 - 45 min
WEDNESDAY
Acro 1 - 6-6:45 - 45 min
Jazz 1 - 7-8 - 1 hr
THURSDAY
Ballet 1 - 6-7 - 1 hr
Acro 1 - 7-7:45 - 45 min
SATURDAY
Worship Technique 1 - 10:30-11:15 - 45 min
Leaps & Turns - 11:15-12 - 45 min
Stretch & Conditioning - 12-12:45 - 45 min
$275
Saturday, December 26, 2015
Wednesday, December 23, 2015
A New Year Resolution
Get furniture for my room now/soon:
•2 5-cased shelves
•cubbyholes for my bags
•coat stand
•shoe rack
My life will be functional somehow when that is done. I can attend classes and join things.
I'll still be dragging my butt to adult beginning gymnastics, have to stay another month. I might switch to gymnastics at a dance studio with other dance classes, including ballet.
•2 5-cased shelves
•cubbyholes for my bags
•coat stand
•shoe rack
My life will be functional somehow when that is done. I can attend classes and join things.
I'll still be dragging my butt to adult beginning gymnastics, have to stay another month. I might switch to gymnastics at a dance studio with other dance classes, including ballet.
A Reason for Everything
You know when you do something for a reason and someone thinks it must be for some other reason, but you can safely say that makes no sense?
Undeservingness
Does it make people happy when they find I am considered trash and everything I earned is for them, like attention-wise/socially? That's waking the sleeping dragon.
Tuesday, December 22, 2015
Where the World Ends
I notice people think the world has ended and expect you to be in check and not try to be good at being "something you're not."
Noodle Nations
Would the Chinese even have a problem if it weren't for the Italians?
The Italians keep stressing how they're not Asian and that therefore Asians are not as good as anyone else.
You may think that's besides the point, but that just means that Asia never had a shot and is just being messed and ^played^ with.
The Italians keep stressing how they're not Asian and that therefore Asians are not as good as anyone else.
You may think that's besides the point, but that just means that Asia never had a shot and is just being messed and ^played^ with.
Facebook - Alton Brown
Christina Ann Joanna Barrett My grandma makes buckeyes, and my mom makes butter cookies with homemade frosting. Sometimes, I eat a gingerbread house. Ham. New Year is my favorite, sauerkraut and dumplings and a wish. We leave milk and cookies for Santa and a carrot and water for the reindeer. I like Milano cookies cuz I got them at 16 when I was sick of fasting to get thin and holy. After that year, I started eating lots of meal/healthy food. They had good flatbread for wraps in New Orleans, the spinach wraps too. At college, I got a salad with every dinner without much of dressing if any. Smoothie King, which they don't have in Orlando. It's a tossup between going to more healthy food or a normal appetite. What worked was more healthy food but not too much but addicted to restaurant smoothies. In the end, I started hearing things and other things when I went up north for a semester of college. Holy moly! Didn't know food could help you do that. I followed Health in school very carefully, too. *frog emoji*
Growing Up
Funny how no one notices you until you're an adult and make your own decisions which they consider immoral yet are legal. That's when you've left the nest and seek out even more of society.
Monday, December 21, 2015
Can someone please tell me what/if anything is going on?
I never wanted to be the only friend of anyone.
I don't know if this is just Christina is in trouble.
I don't know if this is just Christina is in trouble.
Sunday, December 20, 2015
When You're Not Forgiven
You're not forgiven if people have not officially done it and if you haven't asked God.
A Rush to Be Someone Ever
You think the internet is a rush to get onto or it's not.
If it's not, you should not worry. However, because Johnny Depp and Tim Burton became popular, it's been a rush.
If it's not, you should not worry. However, because Johnny Depp and Tim Burton became popular, it's been a rush.
Bless Me!
My toes hurt from all this walking I've been doing. Sometimes, 1 can twitch. I was in so much frustration. I'm better but using my cane for my bad injured foot.
Altering Values, Bored at the Holidays
My room does not feature an entertaining place.
I'm buying furniture to organize it before I do/start anything new.
After that, I can
•start ballet and dance
•start singing lessons
•get professional pictures done to post online
•Ancestry.com's DNA testing
I'm buying furniture to organize it before I do/start anything new.
After that, I can
•start ballet and dance
•start singing lessons
•get professional pictures done to post online
•Ancestry.com's DNA testing
Made It!
In a way, some identified/popular/famous crowd who communicate online are in a virtual reality in their opinion of me.
I'm glad I started taking adult gymnastics and going back to the church. I apparently woke up now.
I'm in the zone!
I'm glad I started taking adult gymnastics and going back to the church. I apparently woke up now.
I'm in the zone!
Saturday, December 19, 2015
What Really Sunk After Titanic
It seems that it's not Titanic and Britney Spears/Celine Dion that ruined life for us in 1999. We made life easier for those who are popular in step with the babies being born around 1997-1998. It was racist, too.
I figured it out/fixed it.
It's not that people born earlier can't be as happy. We can't have younger people in our way getting all the pleasure.
The Only Ones Without a Chance
Pregnant at Fifteen (1998) starring Kirsten Dunst is on. The 2 girls I see look so supple. I was even younger than they were then. They look mad a baby looks so pleasured being born around 1997-1998. It seems that people Portia DeGeneres's type of generation/situation get "the chance," yet, ultimately, life goes down the drain just for people born around 1997-1998 to enjoy.
You're forgetting people my age, born around 1985 for me. I have a hard time understanding life for kids born, like, 1986-1996. They don't give a chance to people my age, born 1986-1996. We can't seem to live to our utmost. We'll get old and never mature if we didn't try to fix it.
You're forgetting people my age, born around 1985 for me. I have a hard time understanding life for kids born, like, 1986-1996. They don't give a chance to people my age, born 1986-1996. We can't seem to live to our utmost. We'll get old and never mature if we didn't try to fix it.
Sports Fan?
Say, you're in college. Would you go to football games if your college has that or would you be more of the artsy kind? A fresh way to start your life is college. They say high school is where it all starts, tho. It's just hard to accept that, while you're studying, the teacher's mind is on the ball. In the end, that's where your future is gonna go.
Like there are lots of sports fans, it being fine, I find there are people in the performing arts with a similar mindset, of different ages, too. I wonder which people find most arousing. Who will attain true glory? Is it just actors and singers and talk show hosts? People forget about general dancing. Ellen DeGeneres has featured some awkward dancing. Did you notice the talk show hosts seem less lazy than actors? Singers just seem to sustain their talent just above the ripple of the water. Whatever floats your boat. Pigs can't fly, but Dumbo can.
You know the peak of football games in high school is the dance team. I started to get more interested in games by the time I became an adult.
Like there are lots of sports fans, it being fine, I find there are people in the performing arts with a similar mindset, of different ages, too. I wonder which people find most arousing. Who will attain true glory? Is it just actors and singers and talk show hosts? People forget about general dancing. Ellen DeGeneres has featured some awkward dancing. Did you notice the talk show hosts seem less lazy than actors? Singers just seem to sustain their talent just above the ripple of the water. Whatever floats your boat. Pigs can't fly, but Dumbo can.
You know the peak of football games in high school is the dance team. I started to get more interested in games by the time I became an adult.
High School Cheerleading
Cheerleading
Do you ever wish you did something differently in high school or college?
If you start cheerleading young, you probably learn patience and poise. I think some people leave disillusioned.
Dance Team
As for Dance Team, it doesn't look like it's in the business but is a prized activity. I wanted to do that. I think what's missing is that it's not necessarily people with a lot of ballet experience and doesn't have a teacher I think. Did you know even the dance team and flag team I think dance with the band? Cheerleaders I know cheer thru-out and not just at halftime. I don't remember what they do at halftime.
Modern Dance
Even dance studios don't seem to be very honest about talent. They inhibit people and don't let them perform what they want.
Classical Ballet
Ballet can be a disappointment for some as far as trying to make it goes. The class can be very crass.
Gymnastics
I guess gymnastics is not even in the picture.
Do you ever wish you did something differently in high school or college?
If you start cheerleading young, you probably learn patience and poise. I think some people leave disillusioned.
Dance Team
As for Dance Team, it doesn't look like it's in the business but is a prized activity. I wanted to do that. I think what's missing is that it's not necessarily people with a lot of ballet experience and doesn't have a teacher I think. Did you know even the dance team and flag team I think dance with the band? Cheerleaders I know cheer thru-out and not just at halftime. I don't remember what they do at halftime.
Modern Dance
Even dance studios don't seem to be very honest about talent. They inhibit people and don't let them perform what they want.
Classical Ballet
Ballet can be a disappointment for some as far as trying to make it goes. The class can be very crass.
Gymnastics
I guess gymnastics is not even in the picture.
Cornering Capable Youth
I saw an ad on Facebook with a picture of a floutist. It said for professors to recruit students. That's like the professors are the ones begging for talent.
The 1st thing I liked as a kid was art. I had a desire to be "good" at it, for the muse to come to my scribblings. I remember it then.
When I showed an interest in playing piano by ear on a tiny keyboard I got when I was 2 years old, my parents got me in piano lessons and I quit art lessons I had just started when moving. I played a little around relatives, and I was told I would grow up to be a pianist. I kept saying, like, "Oh, I just wanna do it for fun." It was insisted that must be my career.
I know that Bella Thorne was a very modest girl about getting attention in some ways at some points. It seems people have pulled her out of her hole and she comes on as very competitive. You know, a lotta people from places like the Northeast have this thing about being competitive for attention.
Why wake the sleeping dragon? All I can say about what comes up is that you can't bring people in to take away attention someone earned with their hard work. There's attention for all if you look or happiness in some way.
Today, people are just so rash and hasty. They are worried about being Italian or what have you, ignored like the Chinese. They step on those with mixed race problems or whatnot. They get confused and it gets out of hand. People like the Spanish can be very interested in the Chinese, but they can also be very racist to the Chinese, treating them like Hitler and the Nazis treated the Jews there. It's not a secret and it's not a small thing.
The 1st thing I liked as a kid was art. I had a desire to be "good" at it, for the muse to come to my scribblings. I remember it then.
When I showed an interest in playing piano by ear on a tiny keyboard I got when I was 2 years old, my parents got me in piano lessons and I quit art lessons I had just started when moving. I played a little around relatives, and I was told I would grow up to be a pianist. I kept saying, like, "Oh, I just wanna do it for fun." It was insisted that must be my career.
I know that Bella Thorne was a very modest girl about getting attention in some ways at some points. It seems people have pulled her out of her hole and she comes on as very competitive. You know, a lotta people from places like the Northeast have this thing about being competitive for attention.
Why wake the sleeping dragon? All I can say about what comes up is that you can't bring people in to take away attention someone earned with their hard work. There's attention for all if you look or happiness in some way.
Today, people are just so rash and hasty. They are worried about being Italian or what have you, ignored like the Chinese. They step on those with mixed race problems or whatnot. They get confused and it gets out of hand. People like the Spanish can be very interested in the Chinese, but they can also be very racist to the Chinese, treating them like Hitler and the Nazis treated the Jews there. It's not a secret and it's not a small thing.
The Actor's Day
Johnny Depp's life seems like a journey. He spent it acting and peaked off his career as Willy Wonka and a bit before Captain Jack Sparrow.
I spent my whole life loving the arts and wanted to be a performer whenever I could.
I spent my whole life loving the arts and wanted to be a performer whenever I could.
Thursday, December 17, 2015
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